我在乎.......

我在乎每一件发生在我身上的事情... 我很在乎每一个让我心动的人...我很在乎爱我的疼我的人....我一直都很在乎所有所有的在乎.....

每一个人都会选择去面对或去逃避... 我选择很理性的去面对... 是好还是坏呢??? 我很想对我心动的人说我喜欢你...但是..我永远都没有这个勇气去告诉他....为什么.... 就是太理性了.. 无法去做一些冲动的行为....

很多人以为我很快乐..... 对.... 我是很快乐.... 但是我也有伤心的时候.... 伤心的时侯怎么办呢?? 每一个人都希望每一天过的开开心心.....我也是...我的等待一天一天的过去... 我的幸福几时会来呢??

p.s/ 珍惜身边的每一个。。。让爱你的人流泪因为开心。。。而不是流泪因为绝望。。。

Updating my Blog...

Wow... really long time never update my blog... sorry my dear friend.. i was too busy with my work and my fun time... almost everyday fully book.... anyway i'm gonna write something here.. is about night life.... can you imagine you can hang over in 3 days... haha.. that is me.... have to thanks to the friend who hang out with me.... which always make me hang over...

Is not good for drinking and smoking.... but... sometime human mean to do even they know is not right..... but this is life..... out of control.... i even can hang over even at a place which don't have any club and entertainment life...

recently friend was give me a nickname.... Optimus Goh... Mafia..... Mama Sang.... so all combine it's called Moptimus Sang... funny right???? even a life band in a club... did call my name in Optimus Goh too.... why??? because... too famous... hahah.. i bet my close friend wanna bang some foul language here....

Was HAVE fun too long time d..... is time to make up myself to be hard working...... all my friends please pray for me... hehe pray for my business getting better and better.....

Myself........

The world slowly change.. and i miss the old me.. i try not to understand the real world... but i know is impossible.... sometime i can be very happy... sometime i can be very down... but my mind always told me.... not to give up...

the old me... i was a kids who pampered by parent and siblings... even how my love life sux.... but is my precious to have my lovely family member and my friend.... i have to say sorry to my family member and my friend when my temper is bad... but i'm a very straight forward person... i don't like to hide... i don like to keep.... about this topic... remind me of something... i felt scary on those always keep things in heart... and try to planning how to push you into the black hole.... scary isn't it??

Myself myself... Maybe am a good and bad friend... but am sure i did nothing wrong to all my friend.... i hate people do thing behind... so i wont do that... my face always easily show is happy ot unhappy... sometime friend said am too straight forward... but am just being myself... BUt my friend out there hahaha no worry.... if you good to me... i wont be away from you.... peace~~~~~~~ muahahah.... if anyone wanna know me more here... please leave a comment.. i will feed back as soon as possible ^_^

R.I.P Micheal ~~~~~~~~~

Micheal.... My childhood fav singer... love to hear his song.... Yesterday he left us and went to a peaceful place and no need to be suffering on those law cases about child abuses and his ill..... i think there is nobody can replace his legend... pop of king.........u are the only pop of king...... last month i keep searching the concert video from you ... which i watch every weekend when i was young... but i cant find it... i think my dad or mom throw it away... i will go to the cd shop to find it out.... i love that concert alot.... no matter what happen.. u are still the legend in the earth.... love you always... my childhood star............. rest in peace!!!!!!!! stay with god!!!!!!!!!!

Love letter

This is a love letter my Ex Bf scan for me and sent to me recently.... it's 8 years d.... i still can see the date was 2001.... oh my god... and my hand writing... the way how i express myself... the chinese word plus english sentence... oh my god.. i cant imagine.... oh my god... just wanna let you all know.... MICHELLE GOH wrote love letter before......... i did it...... i totally forgot this.. till he said i did wrote him a love letter.. i ask him to prove to me... and cant believe that he still keep it.... 8 years... he still kept it with good condition.... anyway..... a good memories should keep it..... but.... i feel..............hahahaha myself while reading this while laughing like a mad women .... Keep it up MICHELLE GOH.......

My Mother.......

Happy Mother's day Mom..... i just found out... this is the only picture in my laptop took with my mother.... do we look alike?? think back my childhood time.. i think among the sibling..... i'm the only one my mom pamper me the most... why????because am the youngest among the sibling.. let me tell you all the story... remember when i was young till 8 years old... my mom still feed me on dinner.. cause i'm a tv super fans... i love to watch tv show a lot... when i was in primary school.... i really love sleep.. i cant wake up in the morning.. so every morning my mom need to wake me up.. carry me to the toilet help me took bath.... and help me brush my teeth... i think the people reading this blog will scold me why am i being so lazy...

Every morning my mom send me to school bus.. no matter raining day or normal day.. everytime when i walk into the bus... seeing her running back into house it's felt really bad... but mom always 'granted' she will said... if you got wet d... will get ill.... but she never care if she get wet how? sometime my temper is really bad... maybe too stress on working... i will raise my voice to her if she nag me.... i know sometime mother love to nag.... they just want you to be good... that why felt bad everytime after raise to her...

My mom always reserve the best for me... when i wanna start my business... she said ' daughter go fight for it... not enough money.. mother here support you..' my mom do all the house work for me... clean my cloth... my shoe.. even my car... always tell myself.. if a day i find a bf or husband.. they have to love my mom a lot... else i will not marry with them... i hope i wont break this promise... i don't know how long i still can stay with you mom.... but i promise i try to be good... try to be your good daughter.. and i wish i can bring you travel a lot... give u a better life.... wish myself can walk with you till the end.... if my best friend see this... i know they will do the same as me on their mother incident too.... i will appreciate you mom.... even sometime i show temper but i know i should not do that... but i know u understand me... you know i love you a lot right??? Just want to let you know... your 'ah bi' will always love you... Love you Forever Mama!!!!! Muaks....

Ages

It's Midnight 3.30am now.... cant sleep... just finish my TV show at astro... on my laptop and surf net... and viewing my own picture.. and i found out this picture in one of the folder.. hhmmm...... forgot when i edit this pic... i know is very bad condition.. anyway am not a graphic designer.... my 14 years old... just a very odinary girl... went to school... hang out with friend in school.... after school back home... rest.. watching tv... online 'MIRC'... 16 years old... still the same.. nothing change... 19 years old.. studying college at inti..... hang out with friend.. lot of night life.... 22 years old.. start working.... working at sister company.... as a event exe...... nothing special.... entertain alot... my model call me 'mama sang' is that sound funny?... and now... 26... beginning with my own business... and now... everyday... almost everyday i was at outside most of the time.. sometime cant even meet my dad.... even he went to oversea i don't even know and ask my mother... 'mama...where is daddy? his car is parking outside the house' my parent and sibling need to call my cellphone to look for me.... i think i need to spend sometime with my family..... at least have a dinner with them... yeah!!! tomorrow... celebrate early mothers day dinner.... finally..... can have a warm dinner with my family..... :)