Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Updating my Blog...

Wow... really long time never update my blog... sorry my dear friend.. i was too busy with my work and my fun time... almost everyday fully book.... anyway i'm gonna write something here.. is about night life.... can you imagine you can hang over in 3 days... haha.. that is me.... have to thanks to the friend who hang out with me.... which always make me hang over...

Is not good for drinking and smoking.... but... sometime human mean to do even they know is not right..... but this is life..... out of control.... i even can hang over even at a place which don't have any club and entertainment life...

recently friend was give me a nickname.... Optimus Goh... Mafia..... Mama Sang.... so all combine it's called Moptimus Sang... funny right???? even a life band in a club... did call my name in Optimus Goh too.... why??? because... too famous... hahah.. i bet my close friend wanna bang some foul language here....

Was HAVE fun too long time d..... is time to make up myself to be hard working...... all my friends please pray for me... hehe pray for my business getting better and better.....

Friday, July 10, 2009

Myself........

The world slowly change.. and i miss the old me.. i try not to understand the real world... but i know is impossible.... sometime i can be very happy... sometime i can be very down... but my mind always told me.... not to give up...

the old me... i was a kids who pampered by parent and siblings... even how my love life sux.... but is my precious to have my lovely family member and my friend.... i have to say sorry to my family member and my friend when my temper is bad... but i'm a very straight forward person... i don't like to hide... i don like to keep.... about this topic... remind me of something... i felt scary on those always keep things in heart... and try to planning how to push you into the black hole.... scary isn't it??

Myself myself... Maybe am a good and bad friend... but am sure i did nothing wrong to all my friend.... i hate people do thing behind... so i wont do that... my face always easily show is happy ot unhappy... sometime friend said am too straight forward... but am just being myself... BUt my friend out there hahaha no worry.... if you good to me... i wont be away from you.... peace~~~~~~~ muahahah.... if anyone wanna know me more here... please leave a comment.. i will feed back as soon as possible ^_^

Friday, June 26, 2009

R.I.P Micheal ~~~~~~~~~

Micheal.... My childhood fav singer... love to hear his song.... Yesterday he left us and went to a peaceful place and no need to be suffering on those law cases about child abuses and his ill..... i think there is nobody can replace his legend... pop of king.........u are the only pop of king...... last month i keep searching the concert video from you ... which i watch every weekend when i was young... but i cant find it... i think my dad or mom throw it away... i will go to the cd shop to find it out.... i love that concert alot.... no matter what happen.. u are still the legend in the earth.... love you always... my childhood star............. rest in peace!!!!!!!! stay with god!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Love letter

This is a love letter my Ex Bf scan for me and sent to me recently.... it's 8 years d.... i still can see the date was 2001.... oh my god... and my hand writing... the way how i express myself... the chinese word plus english sentence... oh my god.. i cant imagine.... oh my god... just wanna let you all know.... MICHELLE GOH wrote love letter before......... i did it...... i totally forgot this.. till he said i did wrote him a love letter.. i ask him to prove to me... and cant believe that he still keep it.... 8 years... he still kept it with good condition.... anyway..... a good memories should keep it..... but.... i feel..............hahahaha myself while reading this while laughing like a mad women .... Keep it up MICHELLE GOH.......

Friday, May 8, 2009

My Mother.......

Happy Mother's day Mom..... i just found out... this is the only picture in my laptop took with my mother.... do we look alike?? think back my childhood time.. i think among the sibling..... i'm the only one my mom pamper me the most... why????because am the youngest among the sibling.. let me tell you all the story... remember when i was young till 8 years old... my mom still feed me on dinner.. cause i'm a tv super fans... i love to watch tv show a lot... when i was in primary school.... i really love sleep.. i cant wake up in the morning.. so every morning my mom need to wake me up.. carry me to the toilet help me took bath.... and help me brush my teeth... i think the people reading this blog will scold me why am i being so lazy...

Every morning my mom send me to school bus.. no matter raining day or normal day.. everytime when i walk into the bus... seeing her running back into house it's felt really bad... but mom always 'granted' she will said... if you got wet d... will get ill.... but she never care if she get wet how? sometime my temper is really bad... maybe too stress on working... i will raise my voice to her if she nag me.... i know sometime mother love to nag.... they just want you to be good... that why felt bad everytime after raise to her...

My mom always reserve the best for me... when i wanna start my business... she said ' daughter go fight for it... not enough money.. mother here support you..' my mom do all the house work for me... clean my cloth... my shoe.. even my car... always tell myself.. if a day i find a bf or husband.. they have to love my mom a lot... else i will not marry with them... i hope i wont break this promise... i don't know how long i still can stay with you mom.... but i promise i try to be good... try to be your good daughter.. and i wish i can bring you travel a lot... give u a better life.... wish myself can walk with you till the end.... if my best friend see this... i know they will do the same as me on their mother incident too.... i will appreciate you mom.... even sometime i show temper but i know i should not do that... but i know u understand me... you know i love you a lot right??? Just want to let you know... your 'ah bi' will always love you... Love you Forever Mama!!!!! Muaks....

Ages

It's Midnight 3.30am now.... cant sleep... just finish my TV show at astro... on my laptop and surf net... and viewing my own picture.. and i found out this picture in one of the folder.. hhmmm...... forgot when i edit this pic... i know is very bad condition.. anyway am not a graphic designer.... my 14 years old... just a very odinary girl... went to school... hang out with friend in school.... after school back home... rest.. watching tv... online 'MIRC'... 16 years old... still the same.. nothing change... 19 years old.. studying college at inti..... hang out with friend.. lot of night life.... 22 years old.. start working.... working at sister company.... as a event exe...... nothing special.... entertain alot... my model call me 'mama sang' is that sound funny?... and now... 26... beginning with my own business... and now... everyday... almost everyday i was at outside most of the time.. sometime cant even meet my dad.... even he went to oversea i don't even know and ask my mother... 'mama...where is daddy? his car is parking outside the house' my parent and sibling need to call my cellphone to look for me.... i think i need to spend sometime with my family..... at least have a dinner with them... yeah!!! tomorrow... celebrate early mothers day dinner.... finally..... can have a warm dinner with my family..... :)

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

A Nice Reminder for People Who are Looking For Love

This is a nice reminder for those single people who are looking for love and the for those who are single again and want to meet a new love..I hope you all will like it...

Love is just like someone waiting for a bus. When the bus comes, you look at it and you say to yourself "ooh...so full....no more available sit". "I'll wait for the next one". So you let the bus go and waited for the second bus. Then the second bus came, you looked at it you say, "eew...this bus is so old...so shabby!" So you let the bus leave and again, decided to wait for the next bus. After a while another bus came, it's not crowded, not old but you said, "eeee...not air-conditioned ...better wait for the next one". So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus. Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late. You panicked and jumped immediately inside the next bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded the wrong bus! So you wasted your time and energy waiting for what you want! Even if an air-conditioned bus comes, you can't ensure that the air-conditioned bus won't break down ! or whether or not the air conditioner will be too cold for you. So people... wanting to get what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other person a chance, right? If you find that the "bus" doesn't suit you just press the red button and get off the bus!(as simple as that!)

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Karma..........


Karma........What is karma???
Karma is a Sanskrit word that means "action." Karma has commonly been considered a punishment for past bad actions, but karma is neither judge nor jury. Rather, it is simply the universal law of cause and effect that says every thought, word and act carries energy into the world and affects our present reality. Karma can also refer to the "work" we have ahead of us, which includes lessons from both our past and present lives.
Why Is Karma Important?Part of our life's work is to understand our individual relationship to the cosmos … to understand how the universe affects us. Based on the principle that individual behavior mirrors universal patterns, the tiniest act -- a thought, for example -- can have enormous impact. The energies our thoughts and actions produce can cover the entire planet, or even beyond, in the blink of an eye. An examination of karma offers clues about our intended life purpose, showing us the psychic imprint of past lives and mapping the way out of behaviors and thoughts that are no longer useful to us.
When Will I See the Benefits?
Unfortunately, not all good actions have immediate rewards. You might see the positive results of positive actions tomorrow, you might see them in your next lifetime or you might not see them at all. You might be thinking, "If I'm not going to benefit, what's the point?" There is one. Every positive action you take has a positive effect, whether you see it or not. You just need to trust in the universe.
If Bad Things Happen to Me, Does It Mean I Have Bad Karma?
Not necessarily. Sometimes bad things happen, but they have positive effects later. Let's say you're super ambitious, always on the go and wildly successful. Then you get into an accident and are hospitalized for several months. It may seem like you ended up in the hospital because you were being punished for past bad deeds. What if that accident taught you to value your life, and slow down enough to actually enjoy it, instead of being so focused on the end goal? In that way, the accident would actually be a blessing, rather than a curse. Likewise, winning the lottery may seem like a reward, but what if you forgot about the value of intangible things, and focused only on acquiring material things? In that case, something good brought with it negative energy.
Can You Change Karma?
Your soul is on a journey. Karmic situations in which you find yourself today are both your soul's mirror and travel guide. Karma can show you where you've been and where you might go to learn the lessons you've chosen for this lifetime.
Through understanding your unique destiny, you can adjust your actions to either change an ongoing situation, or gain new perspective on a past situation so you can avoid making the same mistake twice. By understanding karma, you can unlock the patterns from past lives and show you how to use the laws of karma to consciously choose a better path for this life and the next.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

What is love???

How you see love??? everybody said love is blind.... is that really blind???? erm.... all my relationship end up cause of third party.... i thought all the time.. is it.. if i open one eye close one eye we can be together forever... but i just cant... i'm not that good enought to do that... and i thought love is sincere... The world is change now.. everyone don't willing to commit in love... but i'm a bad girl too.... why??? those good guy which wanna be with me. but i always don't have feeling toward them.. my friend always said.. i only want bad guy hahaha... it's so ridiculous.. but in my dictionary... i always believe that.. sure there have a Mr.Right waiting for me.. so i leave my love life to god.. hope he will choose the right one for me (*_*).... i don need much... he good to me.. love me.. care me... pamper me... good to my family.. good to his family.. good to my friend.. good communication.. kind person.... i think is that much... (^_^)

Monday, April 13, 2009

Ways To Turn Down Unwanted Man!!

HE : Can I buy you a drink?
SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money.

HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.

HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE : Must have been once. I never make the same mistake twice.

HE : How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE : I must have been given your share.

HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.

HE : Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs.

HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE : Okay, get out.

HE : I think I could make you very happy.
SHE : Why? Are you leaving?

HE : What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE : Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.

HE : Can I have your name?
SHE : Why? Don't you already have one?

HE : Shall we go see a movie?
SHE : I've already seen it.

HE : Where have you been all my life?
SHE : Hiding from you.

HE : Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE : Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.

HE : Is this seat empty?
SHE : Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

HE : So, what do you do for a living?
SHE : I'm a female impersonator.

HE : Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE : Do not enter.

HE : Your body is like a temple.
SHE : Sorry, there are no services today.

HE : If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
SHE : If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Mahjong Section

Well.... why suddenly pop out this topic???? is because i was waiting Jason Fetching Christina back home.... he came to my house to pick me up very early..... and i not yet take my dinner then he drag me out d... haha... so what his purpose to do that.... 'MAHJONG'...... and waiting for him now.... to come back ... so we can start our mahjong section..... how i know to gamble mahjong.... my mom playing mahjong everyday when had me inside her stomach... after i born... she carry me to go play mahjong as well... so when i was 10 years old.. i already know how to play mahjong.... is not only mahjong.. i think i can gamble all the games... but .... don misunderstanding... i'm not 'lan dou yi'.... i don like to gamble playing with card or gamble at casino.... cause i only love mahjong.... now i find out a lot of people now can play mahjong... so i think i will not worry what i can do when i grow old.. "JASON....COME BACK NOW.... I WAIT TILL WANNA GO TO SLEEP D...."

My Job....... My Celebrities













Weng Yi........ NIce Voice... Where ever we go... you love singing in the car.... very tiny but look sweet... see u again soon.....


Ella Koon.... i can just give you a sentence Ella..... You're so so so sweet... and lot of energy even you're tired.... Erm... Your hair is nice... Your face is nice... Height etc...... everything just matched by a barbie door.....















Raymond Lam fung.... how can i describe this guy?? Handsome?? cheerful??? love to smile??? but sometime acting cool??? but you have too many fans here.... i better said your good stuff enough *hehe* yes!! no doubt he is handsome.... gentlement...

















Bernice Liew......... Miss you so much..... She is always with her pretty with make up.... or without make up.... we are both same horoscope ' Capricorn'.... she friendly.. love to smile.. but eat very less.... and the way she talk will attract you a lot... see you at may... ^_^















Ron Ng..... For New year eve countdown show.... He's nice actually... doesn't really sound like how outside people talk about him.... for me... i know he kinda manners person... he always keep said 'thanks you.. thanks you... thanks for your help... "san fu sai"....'





















Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Bloody Valentine


yeah...... i'm going to watch movie with a bunch of my bloody buddy tonight... love you guys.... i don'r really like valentine day when i'm still single... but sometimes something make you feel touching even you're single in valentine day.... there is few valantine day in years ago.... i got a 'love song' cd from a friend as a valentine gift... and my buddy will buy me a lil small gift when i'm passing valentine day alone.... this year... my younger god sis.. and my younger god brother in law call me at valentine day... they said "sis... come out... we bring you go makan... we go yam char"!!! me replied" nola... come on... today valentine day... you both should go pak toh".... they said"we already pak toh in this afternoon.... now no need d... we don want left you alone in the house"!! i replied "nola.. there is only one valentine day in a year... you both should go enjoy la"... they said "i don't care la.. i coming right now to drag you out.. you prepare la.. okay bye!!!"......... then... i go and change and wait for them....


anyway... valentine can celebrate with friend too... if you're still single.... i think i will organise a valentine party next year for all those single......... so people can mix and match there ......

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Relationship~~~

How do you think of relationship??? love?? caring?? understanding?? tolerate??? wrong... is feeling.... if a feeling toward a person is gone no matter how you caring.. understanding.. or tolerate no point for you to still be together with... a lot of my friend worry about me.. cause they know once i fall to someone... i will give him all my love... my everything... maybe this is my weakness... in opposite.. my ex.. even we broke up d.. they still think that i'm not the bad one.. should i be proud of it??? no.. i rather they appreciate me before we are seperate...

When step into a relationship... there are too many thing you have to considerate... Care their mood swing.. care about what they're confuse about... all this is about concern... how much concern you can show to your love one??

Go thru some of the relationship.. sometime i still confuse about what guy actually want??? should i fullfill they need? or we should talk to each other what we actually need??? Lucky i'm always think possitive... i know someone will be the one who will always pamper, love, caring and tolerate me in future.... waiting for the miracle appear ^_^... cheers...

Snow White


i took this quiz from facebook and this is my result.... some is accurate... :)


Michelle took the Which Fairytale Are You? quiz and the result is Snow White....

You are snow white! You began your fairy tale as the stepdaughter of an evil queen, she wanted to get rid of you so she could be the fairest of them all, she tried to get your heart but the woodsman set you free. You seeked help with the seven dwarves you helped you awake after eating a poisoned apple from the queen in disguise, you ran off with a handsome prince. You are social and very loud, you energy is right up into the roof but you can be a softie. Your kind,caring and a good friend as well as a good cook! Mmm food is your thought all the time.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

The Sunset Bistro


It is an evening walk by the beach an orange sunset follows me like I am closely guarded for some unknown Danger...I walk with friend and looking for some Shells of my past..... i love this pic too much... this is my first time be so close with sunset... city girls is a bit hard to watch this scene... and i'm the city girls.. it was so excited but is too bad... my love one is not beside me.....but i'm sure there is a time i will watching the sunset with my love one.... waiting for it.... but is quite enjoy watching it together with friend... cause the camera is non stop 'cicak.. cicak' all catching the lovely scene included myself... i will come back again to see you.... wait for me... my lovely sunset........

The beer bottle come with sunset it's look great... i like this picture too... it show how talented i am.... but i break my rules.. cause i drink this 'heineken' beer.... but please forgive me... it's only 1 bottle even i order a bucket to treat my friend to enjoy this moment.....

Do you ever watch the sunset and just sit and think about things.... Sunset beauty makes you feel as though your life has meaning after all to see a sight so extraordinary makes you feel capableand strong......It’s funny how flashes of color like a sunset or sunrise can inspire it can calm your inner self a bit it’s a scene you can never tire..... So when the sky lights up next time let your gaze do some drinking soak up and the amazing sights and do some sunset thinking!

I love you SUNSET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 30, 2009

My Friend~~~~~

Rachel Lim: My God little sis... our relationship just like a real sister... we have no secret... we have no hiding... whenever i felt sad or unhappy she will listen to me all the time... maybe she felt bored on listening too much... but she never complaint.. she will just quietly waiting you finish the story then only she will give opinion and comment... me and her know each other when college time... i was promise her mother i will take care of her... now and forever.... so i wont broke my promise.... and lucky she had a very good bf which can taking care of her and the family member too... thanks to you Langkawi(the bf nickname)... Love you sis... muaks!!



Christina Chong: 16 years best friend... CHRISTINA... was my angel in my life... when i need help Use my phone dial her number she will appear in front of me.. and CHONG Family... can you imagine.. a friend mother fetch you go to work from subang to hartamas in 1 week time... Chris mom become my second mother... and Chris family become my second family too.. the parents will concern about my life... my work.. my relationship.. chris & Jason... a couple which always help me when i need help.. i love chong fAMILY too much... if a day i marry i hope i can serve the parent a cup of tea... thanks for loving me so much treaten as their daughter even i'm not..... I love Chong Family...



Alison (left) : a friend i always hang out together.. yam char.. clubbing... sharing my problem.. she always come with her cool face... she will only laugh like a crazy lady when together with me... Ali Punya Son.. you should thanks to me for all this while i walking thru all the journey with you in the few years!!! i knew you love me.. of cause i love you too.... thanks for everything you done to me... about money... caring... everything everything.... friendship forever!!!

Michelle Teo (Right) : My Longest Friend in my life... i love her too much... when i was down she will always been together with me.. she will throw her bf away and come to consult me all the time... sometime i put her word in mind... sometime i will just listen but not following.. that is why she was so angry to me... i remember when we are still study in secondary school... once upon a time i angry what she did to me (is about those childish stuff) when she called to my house i hang up her call... how she 'pujuk' me but i just ignore... the next morning... when i arrived to the class i found a small gift on my table.. 'from michelle teo'... MICHELLE TEO!!! u know how sweet you are??? thanks for never give up on me when everytime bad thing come to me.... thanks for appreciate our friendship... thanks for loving me so much... thanks for a lot a lot of stuff that i cant finish to write it here.... just want you to know... i love you so much!!!!

Blog.......


Hi.....I'm newbie here... Why i start to write blog???????? why why why??????? first because of someone influence me.... second is also because someone influence me... third is also because someone influence me.... if michelle teo see this i'm sure she will give me a very ganas comment on what i'm trying to say... but thanks to ginna.... if not because of her... i wont be a blogger now..... i think i should sharing some of my story with all my friend and anyone who interest to know me cause i'm kinda cool to some people if i don't feel wanna talk with them... but most of the time i'm a friendly person and kind...

erm.... the next story i will tell you all about my friend..... my lovely friend which always pamper me too much.... they give me a name 'lou fart yeh'